I've been reading some of the report referenced in the last entry and guess what? By virtue of the fact that I make a living doing primarily indigent criminal defense I'm a bottom feeder who provides laughable representation. I also have no self respect and no matter how much experience I have I will never provide quality representation. As well, I'm doing indigent criminal defense only because I am so incompetent that I cannot do anything else in life. (page 52)
At this point I was just so [upset] that I stopped reading.